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The competition is tomorrow!
Good luck to XMchorale, i really hope everything goes well!
Yet again, they wont be seeing this but still...good luck!
I'll be praying hard.



Gosh, 2 more days before i depart.
so stupid, its gonna be boring :(
not looking forward at all.
yea should thank my lucky stars that i actually have the chance to go overseas but you compare this to my 10day hokkaido trip last yr to this i cant help but feel really sad.
irritating.


GWEN IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Actually come back for 2 days already. haha.
Damn, was supposed to go out next week after happily planning...
Yvette: "OH SHIT! Gwon, im in tw next week i forgot!!"
Gwen: "you're kidding right?"
Yvette: "NO!! really!! have to postpone!"
Gwen: "HUHHHHHHHHHHH OH MAN YVETTE....."

sigh, i dont wanna go to TW.

No group pics cos it looks horrible. seriously! Stupid rochelle pangseh us loh, only meet us when we going home? gonna take revenge some other time! Oh ya, i did not dye my hair. hahahaha.

I think the choir people have reached safely like many many hours ago ((:
Hahaha I hope everything goes fine then.

Alright, I was so freaking drained for the past 2 days cos I had to wake up at 9.30am on tuesday for the scan and ytd i woke up at 8.45am to meet my girls for escape. I slept at 4am okay...=.=

So today I've restored my sleep and woke up at 1pm!! Shiok.
But then it's not good cos this way, i miss my morning session on medicine :/

Yesterday me the girls and i was lateeeeeeeee muahahaa.
Took mrt together to pasiris, bought tickets for escape and blah.
So lame, the rides are so pathetic and small in variety, the worst was the viking ship. wtf, screamed my lungs out and I was so freaking scared when the ship reached the max point i ALMOST cried cos I so wanted to get down NOW. I kept screaming and screaming and my whole body was trembling on the first time that i sat it. as a result, my girl's hands/thighs all abused. sorry! But couldnt help it. The second time was a little better and eh, dont laugh at me! they really made the viking more scary. Last yr when i went with abi i still can tahan. Phew, glad that's over. And all the girls were laughing at me!!!!!!!!!! :(

Hahaha, had fun at wet and wild though, sat with peipei for 2 times and she got freaking wet cos i die also dont wanna sit at the back. hahaha. So wet that I changed into my choir tee muahahaa. then went home cos it was getting late.

Oh yea and we had KFC for lunch, so shitty oily!!! stomach feeling so uncomfortable so guess what we did??! We went to a sushi restaurant to drink green tea. -.- Only me and casmine, guess the bill? $2.30. Lame -.- but its cute! HAHA.

So tired, i missed my 7pm show and singapore idol. But i am glad my brother help me record it. Today finally a day to relax and pack my luggage. (:
The choir people's competition day is tomorrow!!!!!!! Good luck everyone even though you cannot see this but i'll be praying hard ok, esp for abi's high notes!

okay, bye!

Just came back from a long long day.
Woke up early, went to the hospital for my CT scan. I was so so so freaking scared my palms kept sweating and sweating.
Until the nurse said what I had to go for 2 injections. my mouth did this :O
:( Was so scared, really.
They also injected iodine into my body for the scan. But the nurses were really nice (((:
Heh, now my wrist has a blue black though...:(
I hope the result of the CT scan is okay.
I kept praying non stop while waiting. serious. so scared. It helped (:

Anyway, after that went home bathed and had a war with my mother (lol a really funny war!)
about her throwing away my pillows.
I love my pillows so much leh, then she bought new ones to throw away..:(
kept protesting, but to no avail. sigh. she even followed me down to watch me throw it away. LOL.
MY PILLOW IS STILL GONE.
So was late in meeting ongs, LOLLLLLLLLL went for kbox, srsly wasted money there. what the hell!!!
so expensive. But i guess we had fun la, but not worth it. AT ALL. waste my freaking money :(
Stuart was so retarded. as usual.

then headed to the airport via MRT with the choir peepos. haha.
Had a really hard time finding popeyes in the end we found it and its very nice! enjoyed my meal. muaha.
scurried to find the choir ppl and i was sticking with abi all along heh heh.
omg tengyong damn freaking funny. was making alot of noise in the airport :O
they sang one time and though it was not that good, i think its cos they never warm up MUAHAHA.
hai, saw one by one, each of them going in. i really feel sad. we really really want to freaking go :(
we COULD go due to some asshole. freak. :(
they're probably way up high in the clouds now! I hope they land safely and each of them stays healthy throughout.
Abi take care okay i will miss you so super much, let's go out when you're back!! (:
and most imptly, good luck for the competition!!!! GET YOUR AWARDS LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO!
Okay i feel stupid typing this cos none of em will actually see this but haiya just need to get it off my chest k.
AHHHHH 9 days before i see abi and nicholas wong, i'll really miss them. :'(
enough saying about how much fun we'll have if we're going. :'(



AHHHHHH. Im praying all of you will be fine!
yes you guys will. take care.
see you on 9th? hopefully. (:

Tomomo's gonna be a great day, except for the CT scan in the morning.
God bless me. sigh :(

Meeting them after lunch with my grandparents!
I really love my grandparents, they're really nice to me.
It didnt really struck me, until Ongs just casually said "eh yvette, your grandparents really very nice to you leh..." on the phone just now. Yea. they really are. ((:

Singing karaoke with them, woohoo gonna steal JH's SLR to camwhore!!!!!!!!!!! YAYE! Dont call me orh bit but srsly this is my first time going to karaoke. :O
Don't know if I'll enjoy it but with choir peeps around, sure fun one, heh! Gotta be early tomomo to save Jeanie beanie from the boyz! HAHA.

Today was good too! walao, woke up at 12.45pm. SHIOK.
Then went for movie with pot, keep molesting her during the movie. MUAHAHAHA. After that, went for dinner with my grandparents again! Happy Birthday grandmama/nan. (you know nanny? HAHA)PS:this is a diff gma from the one i mentioned above).
well, still, i have both very good grandparents from both sides of the family. ((:
Love.

GOOD LUCK XINMIN CHORALE FOR THE COMPETITION AT BRATISLAVA!!! (:
you guys can do it okay!!!!!!

Hahah, previous entry deleted.

I want to get my digi cam asap :( But it's so freaking ex, the one I want, it's $499, ZZ.
I need to get a job before I can get that, :(

Just woke up not too long ago, today's hari raya I just realised.
No wonder parents are at home, ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Hate it when they're at home, so naggy, so irritating. Pisses me off, spoils my day.
Very bad right, but true what. -.-
I really can't wait for my maid to come back so all this will stop.
Enough debates about who did more houseowork than the other party, and her describing me as a SLOTH(what the hell).
on Sunday, it will FINALLY stop. I am so glad.

I need to pack my room, it's so untidy. Already threw away my math and sci stuff, lol.
Kept the humans part for Jean and Nick since we're all taking the same subject combi, when you wanna collect? :(
You will DEFINITELY benefit from my humans notes k, so count yrselves lucky :D
Anyway next year their O's they sure do very well la, esp Jean the SCHO-LA.(HAHAHA, SORRY JEANY.)

Going shopping tomorrow, lol.
Tonight will be going to some hotel to eat for my brother's birthday. Yay super good food once again, (:


Bye.

Have faith.

Went back for choir again today, haha last minute decision last night.
With stuart xty and ongs! (:
damn funny just went there and talk cock with stuart with ongs laughing at the back. entertaining.
had lunch with them and mr yong, lol!
they went for workshop while we were left behind :( HAHA.

after that, went home with stuart and xty, wanted to karaoke tgt but damn ex, so decided to go home (:
going karoke with them next tues though hahahaahahahaaa.

came back slept like a pig (hey i woke up at 9.15 today ok -.-), and i was still late, oopz, they waited for me at the date for 45 mins.
woke up, did housework (wth), and had kfc for dinner (wth x2).

i need a job. :(



I do not know what to do anymore.


okay, bye.
My mood is slowly changing, i know it, i see signs.

Money tug of war. My poor $100 just got summoned ):
phone bill, again. what the shit. ):
nevermind, im gonna switch telecoms to starhub already, m1 super scam, it sucks balls.

Today was so boring, kept lazing around in bed watching tv.
mommy was at home today..............sian.
made my appt with the neurologist person again, for my CT scan. (ya i dont even know why im going for it -.-)
the person kept enquiring about my menses cycle la, what the shit ): still have to tell her the dates and everything. stupid.
guess the scan how much? $470.80. wow, so cheap.

i will not shop anymore okay enough is enough. after my $100 got summoned, im seriously seriously seriously broke already.
seriously pok gai until dont know what.
no more going out. NO MORE. NO MORE.
go out also budget. i need a job, i swear i'll go find one. :(

Another great day!
Went out with casmine yeo hahahahaaaa and she initially say dowan spend money, but muahahaha, with me around, she spent close to $50, damn funny!
went to eat korean food yummy yumz yumz, then went for high tea(HAHAHA) at crystal jade then went for manicure and more shopping at takashimaya and FEP.
in total i bought 3 tops today. i am officially pok gai, like almost $100 gone today, heartpain :(
main purpose was to meet rochelle to take back stuff from her. haha, but ended up spending money and feasting like nobody's business. in the end we wanted to eat somemore but at 9.30pm all the shops at taka closeing, damn loser! this time we couldnt eat cos we did not not have the means to, is cos the loser shops all close!
didnt manage to buy my dorayaki, i damn sad :(

tomorrow i shall stay at home and spend quality time with my brother(HAHAHAHA)
i need to find a job soon man. shopping, eating and doing manicures is not a way to save money at all! :(
but then this would be the first time i'd be holding a job (k, i know very orh biang but dont laugh!) but then, i think i do one day already want to quit :(
shall see the situation!!

I've still YET to catch 2012!
oh yeah, today casmine and i almost caught fantastic mr fox, HAHAHA. But we decided to do a mani instead.

Reached home at 10plus, quite late leh ksm yeo :(
ok that was cos i was doing housework until 3 in the afternoon.
haha. im a good girl k.

bye, im happy today!
come back no quarrel with mom, happy happy.
i love my manicure colour ttm too! so it adds on to the happy happy mood.
off to watch my tv already! (:

i miss school, i miss my friends! im weird, i know.
ytd when i went back to school i felt very happy ok. (not only cos of the choir mates.)

Great day with awesome choir peeps. haha, choir peeps rocks my socks!

Firstly, I woke up at the time I was supposed to meet Jean at the gate! ooops, sorraye my dear, and Stuart commented that I was "early" cos I only reached at 12 and they were playing some lame games outside choir room so I only caught like half and hr worth of practice? haha, sad.
Ate lunch with the comm members too then went back to school to play games, so tired and irritating, the weather SUCKS. -.- So rainy, so humid. What they want?

Junheng, jean, tengyong, mark and i then went to meet wendy and we catched "Christmas Carol".
damn funny, my stomach growled super loudly in the theatre la, wendy laugh like siao. haha.
It was not too bad (seriously every movie is good after you've watched capitalism, grr) haha but i only enjoyed the ending though.
Went to eat at manhattans, and had a good good time palia-ing poor xiaotengyong, hahahahaaaaaa!
Duk cho young, wth man. haha, we even sang him a birthday song which got him seh like anything. =.= HAHAHA.

This is how a day with the choir peeps is like.
retarded, funny and loud. Hahahaaa and also played with macbooks at best denki and made stupid retarded vids, damn stupid!! haha!

Then came back around 9plus? and yea yea yea, quarrel with my mother over the stupid housework again, saying i didnt help and all this shiat. (i wonder why i was late for 2 hrs today meeting the choir peeps, cause i was making her bed, washing dishes and stuff hor?) grrrrrrrrr, damn pissed but i shall not quarrel anymore! i reminded myself that i am a peaceful person. Why go to great lengths to quarrel with the person who gave birth to you? In the end also sure lose. Though i did answer back and shouted a little, i feel guilty after that but it was ina spur of anger that caused it, so its not my fault. perhaps i need anger management. (:

I wanna go visit choir again man, so fun. I love choir! =D
We met mr yong after so long, hehehehee.


Oh jeanie, WE FORGOT TO CAMWHORE TODAY!
Omg we must do that next Tues when we go to the airport!
Im so excited for the bratislava peeps la, and we secfours so damn jealous can. The songs they are singing now are so interesting, its like we heard other schs sing it during syf workshops then we say we want to learn lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, like diu diu dang! :( its so nice i think. everybody loves diu diu dang! but now all we can do is sit at the side and sing lame shit white horses which is so damn outdated. lol.

ok, i wanna watch my tv already, i gotta wake up and do housework again. i shall not complain anymore! By sunday, my maid will be back. Peace will prosper in the house again. (:
My manicure all spoilt from doing housework, im very sad. Shall do it again soon :((((((
Perhaps tomorrow.
And, i've yet to catch 2012! :(


good bye! (;
I hope we can visit choir again on thursday heeeeheeeeeeeee.

Hello, today was sortaaaa family day! haha, didnt go out with friends today.
went for doctor's appointment this morning for my eye and i gotta go for a ct scan next week! like what the shit, but nevermind. What's this compared to a blood test i had last week.
Oh btw, if you wanna know, I had this illness called myasthenia gravis when i was really young which caused my eyelid to droop really badly, basically, it just means my nerve has some problemo and the eye muscle is very weak. so yeah then it disappeared when i was like kindergarten, the doctor discharged me and said I was free from it. but hoho, when i was studying for the olevels, apparently i stressed myself out too much and exerted too much pressure on myself studying that the illness came back. Sigh, caused me to have double vision and pajiao-ed eyes for a good one week. Felt so useless, had to do my human geog, chinese and science MCQ olevels covering one eye :( I hope that didnt affect my results and srsly thank God it only happened towards the end of my exams. The day after my science mcq, I immediately went to the neurologist and had a blood test, today he confirmed, my illness returned :( quite sad, but seriously, i should be thanking God that there is medication to help me at least, instead of me having to go under some op or something. Anyway the medicine is like a drug, once i dont take it, my eyelid starts to droop again :( And to add on sadly, the medicine causes me to have rather funny side effects like shitting more frequently and farting (hahahaha).

After the doctor, did some housework cos my maid went home and will be coming back next week (omg please come back soon) because doing housework KILLS. Like absoloutely. Sweeping the floor then mopping it is absolutely tiring. :( Yesssss, I havent really done all this before. I shall treasure my maid when she comes back to my house.

Then watched TV played com went to eat lunch with my family and then went on to church, I was feeling so superly exhausted, that I kinda dozed off halfway. I know its really rude and disrespectful but haiya. :(

It's time I learnt and start to count every blessing You shower on me everyday.
Like for I am able to see clearly every morning? That i can walk? That I actually wake up breathing.
You're the way, the truth and the light, no doubt.

K, i gotta go sleepy now. I had only 6 hours of sleep yesterday. :( Exhausted..
And yay, so gonna picture spam on Monday when we visit choir, hohoho.

Oh yeah, forgot to mention this.
Yesterday I met Gwen after eating at crystal jade with my Grandma and after that we shopped and talked and went crazy got drenched in the rain and spoilt my suede shoes :(
Haha, she didnt even let me take a taxi, that stupid girl. People tired after prom night leh. :( In the end she called me a tai tai cos I always wanna take cabs and refuse to take public transport whenever I'm with her but so what huhhhhh really taxi's are the best, pricing sucks though. hahahaaaaa I was so freaking tired, and bloody cramps were killing the hell outta me. I wanted to sit down and not move forever cos it was so painful. I hate That Time Of The Month, its irritating. Then we settled at Ben and Jerry's, and we're so disgusting cos we polished off a tub of ben and jerry's ice cream hahahahaha. Chocolate macadamia and cookie dough! Omg so yummy mummy and so worth it but so disgusting. One whole tub k.

Hahahahahahaaaaaaaaa.

Its now 2+ in the morning super unearthly and yes, I still have an appointment with the neurologist tomorrow at 10am:(

Today i rotted at home, only time I went out was to buy dinner, hah.
All thanks to my brother who pangseh-ed me at home to go out with his friends :( (Though I had been doing that for the past few days haha.)

I just scanned through many many photos on facebook. I think facebook's damn good la, helps you reconnect with your friends and stuff. Saw prom, grad day, last day of studying and blah. Omg i really will miss Xinmin super super much. Haha. And definitely the teachers, I think XM teachers are really the best, except for some haha. Even though some are super fierce(like Ms quek LOL), but they're really really super nice and I am guilty for ever making them angry cos I know I DID make them angry qutie alot of times lol, sometimes being rude even T.T Looking back i think talking back to teachers is downright childish and stupid. Lol yeah. What kind of thinking is this.

I remember saying how much I yearned to flee from this stupid school of mine but now haha I'll really miss it super much no matter what route i take on next year (Poly or JC). Haha, doubt it'd be the JC option though. Its quite sad cos I know quite alot of teachers expect me to do well in the GCE O's but I know I won't. Its kinda disappointing to both myself and them but yeah...=/

I tend to reflect and think about things when I am alone at home, and yeah I do crazy things like singing choir songsat the top of my voice(yeah sorry I know Im weird hahaha) and stuff. Sometimes I think of the saddest stuff and I get all moody too HAHAHA I am weird I think, I know I am :)

K, now I am going to sleep. Im going to church tmr, it's been so long since I last went...hmm. Oh yea, there's gonna be a post-con party too but then many people are going overseas so I guess it's gonna be cancelled. :( That's really sad. And oh, while shopping for the past few days met Val and angie at Town too! Haha, made me think about the times during confi cos they were both in the same group as me :) I miss IHM centre at IHM church! Hahaah.

This holiday, I need to go wild wild wet, zoo, ECP to cycle, have a BBQ and hang out with the choir mates cos I really miss them alot :)
haha, and yay I really cannot wait for Monday cos like almost ALL the secfours are going back for choir <3 Secfours rock man, I think we're quite bonded loh compared to other batches of choirmates...:)

Ok, enough of the crap, I dont even think anyone's gonna read this, so good bye. This is just a space for me to rant cos I've no one to talk to. Hahahah. (Except to Maureen cos we were both laughing at how she overslept for a choir prac which started at 1pm! Omg SUPER FUNNY CAN DIE LAUGHING)

Goodbye! Goodnight!

Finally I have a day to sit at home and do nothing at home.
Olevels are over, like long ago! Was busy buying prom stuff, celebrating Gwendo's birthday and stuff.

K, now I shan't think about the Olevels, they are long over and should be in history!
Went shopping for the subsequent days after Olevels! rather stressful and pissing I should say.
Yea, so promnight eventually came and one word: WASTE OF MONEY.
Cos after the whole thing its like "oh i want my money back!" but you cant have it back!
So, grad night was awesome! I had fun with my girls, woke up late and ended up late oops :(
Then went to do hair and makeup and I must say I looked different. Hmm. But I hated my hair though.
Took pics with many many "long lost" friends, gosh, realised I missed them alot? Took a pic with some nice nice teachers like Ms quek, mrs yeap and even mdm liew! haha. mdm liew looked pretty (:
I miss my secondary school life now, well, im sure i'd miss it even more next year. Simple things like going back to the classroom and singing national anthem, sleeping in class, teacher di-siao you and stuff, well actually you'l really miss these small small things. So i should be glad that I experienced it. (:
Many people looked so pretty on prom night! Well, initially didnt want to go, but end up, rochelle and others force me to go and yes i didnt regret at all love you girls muackx muackx! took quite alot of pics with my altomatos, cos they were sitting at the table just next to mine! (: So pretty they all (:

Gwen's birthday was funny. Met up with "long lost" friends except Ongs!
With abigail, mingting, gwen and ongs. had fun! really. Abigail and I finally got to experience one of our crazy days after so so so long! Like since syf or something. Cos its kinda called MIA, we go on study break and stuff......sian. yeah! She is still enjoying herself in choir, im so envious. Going to europe somemore, hehe oh yeah I went back for choir like the day before my science MCQ and everybody was "wow why is she here she has an olevel paper tmr" but seriously, i dont think theres a need to study and I think i did quite well for it! Choir sounded horrible sorry to say, yeah :( But abigail is awesome man, her voice is power like always.

walao suddenly miss those days after choir when we sing our lungs out and irritate everyone at the parade square...:( and go eat dinner with the gang and stuff. so coolz. but now, no more! OH and i cant wait for monday either! cos the sec4s are going back for choir yo! miss them really super super much. =D

Now I have gone on a date with amost everyone except my dear jeanie beanie, nicks and vicks! Nevermind I expect we should be going out soon heh heh. Oh yeah for pictures, all go to FACEBOOK! Not my friend then add me. hahaha.

okay, i think im going out later!
BYE!

i've successfully slacked for the longest time in my life.

oh my gosh.
I feel like writing a list of what Im gonna do after Olevels BUT I SHANT WAIT PEOPLE SCOLD ME.
HAHAHAHA.

My eye is like shit. Dont tell me my illness is back, please.




You're Great, thank You for everything. (:

woooo! this week is OVER OVER OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
No more humans for me, ever! YAY YAY YAY.
But damn shit, i think everyone know alr la, my SS is DOOMED.
Crap Venice, i see the "Venice-a great city state of its time" WTF I WANT TO TEAR THE BLOODY COVERPAGE.
Freaking doge. I STILL REMEMBER OK. What pietro II orseolo, pietro ziani, enrico, I STILL REMEMBER.
Shit, the moment the CPE said, "you can now check through the paper"
FIRST THING I DID WAS TO TURN TO THE SEQ AND I STUN DOWN THERE.
bonding sg, transnational terrorism and globalisation came out, seriously, i sit down there, i instant seh like this "o.o"
and i was thinking, WHERE'S FUCKING VENICE. WHERE!!!!!!!!!
Shit la, ppl say what dont study bonding cos blah blah came out for n level 2008 so i didnt study at all...if not if i just read through that i could have done ok. i did that chapter 2 times for exams i still got L6 hor hor hor. stupid crap shit. my seq do globalisation cos i got study but then is like never study cos i was doing venice all the time. in the end winner me seq like blank. win alr.
history was good i must say. one of the best papers i've done. but still, my history is not as good as my classmates. shiat. die alr my combined humans is buang-ed. BUANG-ED. i am so sad ok. I was so confident since like sec3 that im so gonna count combined humans as my r5 cos my ss all along quite ok one. NOW. good. good. good. all along i though that history would be the one that would screw me up and my ss will totally help me. WELL DONE NOW ITS THE EFFING OTHER WAY ROUND. I seriously do the paper alr i couldnt believe i did that kind of quality seq for the biggest exam of my life. I want to clap alr.

ya, so everyday was like chionging like mad ok seriously but frankly speaking i wasnt studying very hard.
imagine having sciences and humans on the same day consecutive, can die hor.
everyday stay up until after 1.30am chiong chiong, in the end, i still dont tink i did very well la.
stupid physics, bloody hell our year was hardest paper compared to all the freaking TYS. stupid vector diagram, come out alr i seh also. 4 marks gone...T.T oh well, i guess there goes my a1 for science, cos i did shit for practical.
k, now my hope is on geog. hm, i wont say the paper was easy. but i thought it was do-able to a certain extent. this year cambridge good, i like. they want show their power, set all those questions make ppl seh only. stupid!!!!
anw i realised my LORMS gone alr!!! Idiot i come back i see the paper they said compare. i evaluated....oh my gosh.
anyway, everyone was sad over that paper la, saying they screwed up or so...well, cheer up andmug hard for human geog on monday!
i had better do well for human geog. all along, its better than my physical geog but still not so good!!


ok this is a long post. i just needed to rant everything out after this mad week. Im seriously amazed at how i survived it. Thank God!
and anyway, on a lighter note, the OLEVELS END NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG CAN'T FREAKING WAIT, SERIOUSLY. (:
waiting for this day for ages. but i think i will feel weird not studying leh...when the olevels are over i mean. hahaha.
then omg im gonna party everyday man, and wait for my taiwan trip!! woo!! (eh i damn sad, i turned down a trip to korea because my brother dont want to go. stupid. KOREA LEH.)

anw, off to study human geog! I have slacked for a night already.
so its time to mug!

I fucking hate binomial theorem.
I spent much time perfecting the general term..term independent of x and whatnot, but the binomial question in paper 2 costing 9 marks just had to kill me.
I should NEVER HAVE gone online to check my answers for the amath paper.
NEVER. Oh my gosh. This is killing me. Whenever I think of the marks i lost purely due to carelessness I bloody feel like killing myself.
stupid 7m question on R-formula was a pure give away, but i screwed it up. stupid integration integrate wrong, marks gone. STUPID AND I GOT THE METHOD AND EVERYTHING CORRECT. (to think i was so happy that i solved an integration of plane areas question on the day itself while doing the paper.)
I am praying for a miracle man. All I want is an a2. But looks like I'll get a b3 or b4.

My SS and chem paper is tomorrow. SS drove me up the wall yesterday.
Well, what beats studying for globalisation and venice? two horrible chapters.
History paper the day after and I.have.not.started.
Geog the next next day and i.have.not.started.

I am not even confident of an A in my cert.

On a lighter note my exams end in 2 weeks, so i can go party party like siao.
damn looking forward to that day. Im so gonna throw my books and notes away man.

Goodbye.

Today, i effing woke up at 11.
MY OLEVEL SOCIAL STUDIES AND CHEM ARE ON MONDAY AND I HAVENT STARTED.
Then I woke up to a sms from Rochelle and then I went to check my paper 2 answers...FUCK.
MY ANSWERS WRONG IS ALL DUE TO CARELESSNESS. totally ruined my mood after checking.
not blaming roche but then i really shouldnt have looked at it at all. i just feel like ranting the f-word 100 times la but sorry i not so vulgar.
Predictable grade for olevel emath and amath: B3. BLOODY SHIT. b3 b3 b3 thats a total of 6 POINTS FOR MY EFFING L1R5. Or actually if the bell curve is so moderated at the a1 is like boomz, i think i might get a b4.
SHIT.

I dont want to say anymore la seriously i think this morning i got pms also. wake up so late blame my father for not waking me up quarrel quarrel quarrel. i want to cry already la.
no mood to study alr la but have to.
sian shit you ah olevel. shit you ttm.
i dowan b3 can anot. 
damn loser la do math for 9 years of your life get wad? b3. wah b3. very good hor yvette lee.
i think i am going to cry soon.

I am utterly disgusted at myself.
I think almost everyone did well for thr Amath paper one yesterday.
But i thought the paper was harder than last year's paper one? i got a a1 for last years ok!
but this year..sad, i only managed an a2. and wtf, thats only for paper one.
im gonna take paper two later on, and i really hope i dont screw it up like i did.
hello yvette lee, 3sin(x/3)-1 YOU FREAKING DREW A COS CURVE, WELL DONE.
Well, its cos I couldnt really solve the cos question above it so my mind was like "cos cos cos" BUT YES. FREAK.
Actually I was not feeling too bad until Daniel lo told me he minused 1 mark only.
Yes im really happy for him man k actually its kinda expeted but minusing only 1 mark is pure genius man. After checking my answers and going through my mistakes for paper one, i actually knew how to do all the questions...sigh...too late.

like wtf, i dont think i can secure my a for amth already...
like damn sian. seriously.anw anw so far the papers have been ok..not very good, but ok for my standard (:
If the moderation is not too bad, i think i can obtain a2 for emath? i donno. if not, a b3 or b4 is even expected then :(
Im dreading the integration of plane areas and proofs in plane geom later. That will carry lotsa marks and I cant really do those kind..sigh. anw, i'll just do my best later, and not make careless mistakes! daniu lo say I can get a1, LOL, abit sutpid, but he say can one can one. I will just believe him then, HAHA.

anyway, what makes me more sad is the fact that my tuition teacher and ah chan expects an a1 from me.
shit. i mean, its good that they think so highly of me but hey, im not as smart or whatever as you think i am ok.
ytd after paper one, i went for tuition for like a measly one hour, and my teacher said, "dont worry, the paper today was easy for you right? you'll get your a1, don't worry!" omg, like shit..i cant tell him to shut up and say no hello i'll not get my a1 right.

sigh. next week my brains are gonna be fried ttm.
three consec days of humans. please kill me.
my brains can only take in a little stuff ok :(
anyway, after 1 and a half weeks, all this will be gone from my life (:
and i'll party everyday man i swear. i had enough studying, enough writing, enough whatever.

I just hope i dont freak out next january.
And that my english paper was not done too badly. (eh can you believe i cried over the english paper, wtf)
no c6, c5 or b4. please. a b3 would be all i ask for :(

bye.
I'll continue praying!

Omg k, im gonna do this. Im taking the biggest exam of my life today.
I just woke up and saw 3 msgs from my lovely girls (k la, actually i received many good luck all the best blah blah msgs last night, but these 3 were the most meaningful to me :D)
and omg I was so touched k, now I feel determined to do my best. I am still scared tho.
THANKS GIRLS! omg you seriously won't know how touched i was when i woke up and saw those 3 msgs in a row :X
Thank you for even remembering, for having faith. They said they'll keep praying for me. I'll be praying too. I have faith.
I hope I can do my best anyway. But do not have high expectations of me. Woohoo we're gonna play after the O's man, I miss them so much. (:

OH BY THE WAY THEY ARE ABIGAIL CHUE, GWENDOLYN LEE AND TAY MINGTING :D
thanks girls whoooo i love you!

k, im gonna memorise some english formats, and do my best for my L1!!!!!!!!!!!
L1!!!!!!
OMG I HOPE I WONT GET C5 or B4 PLEASE.


It's actually really terrifying to see that on my whiteboard it says.
"0 days to Olevels!"
okay. do your best.

anyway I really hope all my friends around me do well!
Good luck guys!