lemonfriends.

hi, I've moved to blogspot.

FML, I should really start studying soon. :(

I seriously miss my Xinmin days, whereby I'll look forward to Wednesdays/Fridays, just cos there's choir. I miss choir because I love to hear myself sing amongst everyone else. I love choir because my choir voice is totally diffrent from how I sing in other songs. I miss choir because thats where all my close friends were from. We have not met up for soooo long I miss them so so so much I really hope we'll meet soon.

you know sometimes when you talk to me and make the effort to do things for me, i really feel grateful but sometimes im telling myself, no i should stop, i shouldnt be so friendly towards you cos it'll just continue to add hopes on your part, which certainly ain't gonna come true. hmmmmm

oh and read this.
"I tried to come into God's presence, I used all my keys at the lock; God gently and lovingly chided 'my child, you didn't knock.' "
This sounds really sweet, reminds me of cat class during my primary school days, hahaha
 

PS: sorry for this random blog entry, I doubt anyone's reading anymore anyway, hahaha

seriously, I just need to have faith. dear yvette, please start studying :(

seriously, idk what the fuck is wrong with me. never in my life have i been like this. i think this is the year i have started changing emotionally and everything. first was school, when the hell did i ever break down over school work before? working in a group has never been this difficult until i entered poly. and just when all the projects are over, this had to happen. well, not many people know about it because i find it stupid. but seriously, what you told me yesterday night just showed me you did not care a shit about this. my parents are off to phuket for the national day holiday. i just woke up not too long ago and found out that they had left for the airport. idk why, but i just felt alone all again and started crying. i need to be up by 7.30, i don't want to have puffy eyes later. but i already do. mummy and daddy i miss you :( come back soon please. Sigh, idk what the hell is wrong with me. i feel unwanted.

People just DON'T understand.

HI ALL. I AM STILL LIVING. HAHAHHAHA.

Sorry for not posting for a very long time! Anyway, projects are here for the month of July. And it's really freaking crazy and I am so busy but I am still facebook-ing everyday like free. And I did not have enough sleep for 7884522635862 consecutive days, my eyebags are HORRENDOUS and I have probably aged 10000 years older. I hate how I look now, it's just so disgusting I can't stand it.

Met up with Abi and the rest last week for kaleidoscope. I still remember my kaleidoscope in sec1 hahahahahha!! When we were all BUANG ttm. oh well. Met up with Gwen ytd for dinner at a german restaurant and shopping at 313! Life's somehow much better when you meet your old friends. :)

Poly life is good and bad. Somehow idk why but I feel like my life is sooooooo fucked up. But idk why. I am not me anymore. That's what I feel.

Okay bye just a random post to say I'm still living. I want to work! But I'm not free next week :( I have fallen in love with scones. Yummmmmm.

I hate you. I don't know if I mean it, but yes, for now, I hate you.
I don't know what is wrong with me.

Tomorrow is another chance.
From tomorrow onwards my life ends, until mid-sem is over. Good luck to me.
No rainbows in my life for now.